Race #1:
On May 16th I went down to Orlando to race the Florida 70.3 with some friends. Before the race I think I was the calmest I have ever been before a race. I knew the training was there to rock the race, though I wasn't sure about the mental game. I had done this race in 2007 so I knew what to expect and was ready for it. The gun when off for the swim and I felt great. The last time I did this race I felt like I was going nowhere, this time I was flying past group after group of swim caps.
| Libby and I before the race start |
My time was by no means a PR but I felt great exiting the water and heading to my bike. The bike racks at Disney are crazy and over night someone had messed up my bike. The chain was knocked off (fixed before the race started) and for some reason I could not get cadence or power on my garmin. I forced myself to stay positive and relieve on feel. I was comfortable cruising for the first 20 miles picking off girls in my age group the whole way. At every turn I check behind to status check the one girl who had been shadowing me from T-1, but at every check she was about the same back. Finally around mile 35, I had caught the last girl leading my age group (counting her this was girl #10), but no sooner had I passed her than a pelton of 10 plus riders goes by me. The leader of the pelton is the girl who had been shadowing me and she was laying down the hammer. But tucked in the pelton where 5 of the girls who I had just worked so hard to pass. To say the least I was pissed, but I tried to stay positive and legally catch the back.of the group (staying 4 bike lengths back) This did not work, because as soon as I found the sweet spot the last man in the group flipped over his handle bars while trying to get water at the aid station and about killed me in the process. Once I recovered from his mistake, I had lost the group and my motivation. Normally, I would get pissed off and try harder but today I just found that it completely killed my motivation and desire. Even if I did catch back up with these girls it would be impossible to out run their fresh legs and I wasn't even sure I wanted to run. Kona's nightmare run still haunts my brain and my body did not want to suffer like it did that day ever again. At mile 45 of the bike, the race was over for me. My mind had quit, my body really did want to participate in the sport anymore, and my desire was gone. I finished the bike and forced myself out for at least one loop of the run. I ran/jogged a mile the best I could, but then the frustration crept back in. The why do we do this, question popped up? For once I did not have an answer. I have never quit a race before with out being physical hurt, but today I just could not find a reason to finish. So I walked the next two miles and cheered on my friends who where doing what they loved and trained so hard for. For me there was no desire. Finally, my friend Dan caught up with me and I had found a reason to continue (mainly just to taught him). The race became enjoyable and there was a purpose behind it, to help him stay in his game. I finished my first loop with him (his second) and asked him if he wanted my help. He said "NO", I guess I am not as much fun to run with as I thought. With that decision, I stepped of the course. My first DNF in a triathlon.
After the race, I found I need some time alone to sole search, Find my why again! Some friend convinced me to head up to Macon (the place where I complete my first half ironman in 2006) and return to the roots of why we do this.
| Dan, me, and James |
Race #2: - June 5th
Macon was a complete different story. Macon was fun, honest, and challenging all at the same time. I originally race my first half IM in Macon in 2006 with my friends Dan and James. At that race I wasn't even sure I could swim 1.2 miles, I had only biked over 40 miles twice and had never ridden a hill on a tri bike, and I had no idea if I could run 13 miles after biking 56 miles. Those days the swim was a 2 loop course and I almost quit after the first loop. I survived the swim in 39 minutes, bonked on the bike at mile 40 and wondered how I was going to get back, then crushed the run trying to catch my friends (the last miles on the bike where so slow that I must have freshen them up for a solid run effort). In 2006 I biked a 2:48 and ran 1:33 for a 5:07 finish.
Going into this years race, the only goal I had was to make sure I beat those splits. It was going to be interesting to see what 4 years of training, hiring a coach, a much more expensive bike, and racing experience would bring to the plate. I opted to start in the Open wave, meaning I got to start with the Pro triathletes, something rare for age groupers. The swim had been changed to one giant loop.
| That me in the back, not last but behind before the first buoy. |
By the first buoy I had been dropped by the group (yeah, my swimming is still weak compared to the pro's). I was hoping to hold someones feet, but alas I was left with wide open water. This allowed me to concentrate on my stroke and just enjoying the water. I felt great (slow but great). I knew there where at least 2 girls and one Sports Factory guy behind me (not being completely last was a nice feeling) so i was pretty positive about my effort. When I exited the water my watch said 30:30. I was grinning ear to ear! A new PR in the swim (official the time was 33 something because they include the 400 run up hill to T1). My bike was pretty easy to find since all the other pro's where out off on their bikes. I decided to settle down, enjoy the ride and hills. Not once did I look at my power or speed. Age group guys keep zooming by but I was content to take the ride and scenery in. Around mile 35, one of the girls that finished the swim behind me caught up. From then on in I just shadow her moves. She helped me stay focused for the last 20 miles and it was nice to to feel not completely lost and alone in the GA countryside. Unlike Disney race, I was able to stay calm which allowed me to get my nutrition down and not get overwhelmed by the crowds. The bike was a success as I rolled in at 2:42 ($10,000 bike, 4 years of training, and I only gained 5 minutes - this I had to giggle at).
Heading back into the park on my bike, I saw a good friend/pro triathlete heading out on her run. Joey tells me she has 10 minutes on me off the bike and is the 3rd women. I figured that would be the last I see of her. In transition, I drop my bike off quickly and head out for the run being told I am in 6th place (how the hell did that happen I will never know). The 4th and 5th place girls are right in front of me coming out of T2. The 5th place girl was Marni, a triathlete from Jax, who is a great swimmer and cyclist, but struggles on the run. The 4th place girl had run a 3 hour marathon earlier this year so I knew she could be trouble. This race has money to the top 5 finishers and I just could not believe that I was in the mix heading into my best event. By the first mile, I have moved into 4th place. Knowing that 3rd place is 10 minutes up I just try to stay relaxed and find my stride. My legs where on fire that day, I could not get them to slow down. Until mile 9 the run was effortless and I felt like my old self again. At mile 4, I recognized the stride of April (3rd place) just ahead of me. I had made up the 10 minutes and moved into 3rd place. The sun got hot after that and the course seemed to head up hill. I worked as hard as I could to close the gaps on the number 2 girl, her bike was just to strong for me that day.
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| Nina Kraft, Amy Kloner, and me |
I held on for 3rd place with a run time of 1:29. I had meet all my goals for the day. 1st goal was to finish, 2nd goal to beat all my times from 2006, and 3rd finish in the money against pro-triathletes. My finishing time was a legit 4:46 and the love for the sport was back.
After missing the first BFAST, I was ready to see what I could do in a sprint. This year dynamic where going to be different as my friend Libby has developed into an amazing triathlete (solid in every discipline) and I wasn't sure how much a lead Mallory new bike would give her (since no one can keep up with her on the swim). But bad new struck my friend Libby and her dad was hit while out on a bike ride. She rushed to his care and did not get to race. This race is never as much fun without her and we are hoping her dad has a speedy recovery!
The swim took off and I watch the caps of Mallory and Sara dash away. I could not even grab their feet they where so lightening fast. The start of the swim was brutal, everywhere I moved I had to fight for free water. This was BFAST, what the heck? Finally we reached the first buoy and the swim settle down. I was swimming stride for stride with one other girl from then on. I would have felt good about myself and this except she swam the entire way with her head of the water. Imagine how fast she could be if she put her face down. The nice thing about this was I didn't have to worry about sighting as I knew she would lead us there. Exiting the water Joey yelled I was 1:40 back. Yes! I was still in the hunt ( I figured I could not let Mallory get more than 2 minutes ahead of me before run if I was to catch her).
I hopped on my bike and got to work. I didn't look at the my speedometer or power once, I just wanted to push as hard as I could for as long as I could. Before Micklers ended, I caught Sara (tired from all her IM training) and moved into second place. Now it was time to try and catch Mallory. At the turn around I saw that she had about a minute on me ( had had gotten back 40 second) and this encourage me to keep pressing. Each person I passed on the bike brought her one cyclist closer and it worked out perfectly because I caught the back of her wheel right at the bike finish.
We headed into T2 together and then off on the run together. I pressed the first mile knowing that running is her weak point. Impressively enough she did not drop as much as I thought she would have at the turn around. I pushed the last gears I had and turned for home. I was just nice to have a solid race and take home the gold one week after last saturdays half ironam. I just wished my friend Libby could have raced with us.
Race #4 - June 12th
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| 2010 Run for the Pies |
Because one race in a day is never enough, I opted to run the Elite Race in the Run for the Pies. I have done this double for the last 3 years and had some good results. Based on my training I figured I was in 17:50-18:00 shape, but the new talent in town was going kill me even with that time. The course had been changed to a 6 loop 800 meter run around downtown because of construction on Bay Street. Upon arrive to the race, I ask about the race director about the new course and the start. I was told the race started at the corner of Bay and Pearl, so 10 minutes before the race I head to that starting location to find no one! Luckily, I jog around the course to find the starting line around another corner and get there as they are lining the women up. Upon lining up with the 20 plus other elite girls, I relieved that I am the only old school runner left. I have been running this race for over 10 years now and not one other person was around (or running) back then. I can tell you, I felt old! But it time to step up to the plate. I have always said 5k are to fast for me and I don't even settle into a pace until 3 miles, but for some reason I always find myself racing the Pies 5k. The cannon sounds and the girls race takes off 2:30 in front of the boys race. The leaders have dropped me by the first turn (god I feel old and out of shape). After the second turn, I take the tangent only to run smack into pedestrian #1 who thinks it fun to walk out on the road in the middle of a 5k. I shake it off and get back into the race. At the end of loop one I am sitting in 6th place hoping that some of the runners in group 2 will come back to me. Each loop is suppose to be 800 meters, but I finished the first loop in 2:25 in so doing the math I knew the course would be short. The guys race merged in with us on the first loop adding to the chaos. I just tried to clip each loop off and not lose ground. My garmin chirp at mile one 5:27. In my head I think I am still in the race, but mile the garmin chirps 5:19 which is when I knew something was wrong. On the 6th lap, i ran into my second pedestrian of the night when she stops on the course right in front of me. I finish the last loop not losing an ground to 7th place, but not gaining on 5th place. I cross the line and my watch says 3.08 in 17:12! I know that my effort was by no means a 17:12 effort but it was cool to see it none-the-less. I figured my effort was around 18:00 but I will never know.
Later in the results, I was credit with running 18:28. while the girl who originally finished 15 seconds behind me was now only 5 seconds. Not sure how they came up with that time, but very disappointed with how the race organizers handle the entire situation. I guess this is just a reminder of why I don't run many 5k anymore.
Race #5 - June 19th
Since the last Sprint was so much fun and I decided to hop in the Jax Tri Sprint #1. A couple of friends where doing their first tri here, so Joey wanted to watch. A bunch of other hammerheads where going to racing, so it sound like fun. The past week I had pretty much been a slacker. I hadn't ridden my bike since Sunday and the only swim I got was on Friday morning. I wasn't sure how I was going to roll, but that the fun of a local sprint. The water doesn't get much flatter than it was Saturday. When the gun went off, I found myself with open water chasing only 2 girls in front of me. I never lead a swim, so inside I was loving it. I ran out of the water and Joey told me I was :45 second back. I went to put my bike shoes on and found my missing sock from last Sunday rides (I guess that why it beneficial to ride between races). Once I removed the sock and got myself situated I ran out of T1 with my bike into the lead. The bike course here was a little more dangerous than I would have liked. The road was open to traffic, so not only did I have to move around the men who started in front of me, I had to plan it around cars on the road. To top that, I went to take a drink out of my aero bottle to find one week old carbo pro left in it. I almost threw up right there. Next time I need to remember to wash my aero bottle after long rides. At the turn around I saw that I had company, on my back wheel was a girl geared out with a disc wheel and aero-helment. I pressed the bike as much as I could, because I knew there was a triathlete from Tallahassee who had run for FSU. But my 404 wheels, dehydrated legs where no match for the disc and aero-helment. When she finally moved around me I just tried to minimize the damage and hang off her back till we got to the run. She only ended up putting 20 second on me in the run, but I figured I was running for 2nd place.
I took off on the run in my normal fashion and tried to stay positive. You never know what can happen or how hard she pushed the bike/affecting her run. Before I knew what what going on had closed the gap. I was only 10 seconds back, then 5, then right behind her. Finally at the turn around I caught her. Normally when you catch someone on the run, you move right by them, but not her. She matched me stride for stride, surge for surge. This girl had heart and the winner of this sprint was going to have to earn it. At mile 2 she put a gap on me again, but after a sip of water and some yelling at myself in my head I was back in the game. Once again the battle continued stride for stride, neither one of us backing down but both us praying the other does. Then it finally happened, she cracked (for once my experience and persistence payed off). With less then a half mile to go I put in one more surge she could not match. I held on for dear life until I cross that finish. I will say was the hardest win in a sprint I have ever earned, so much for it being a relaxing race. I was great to be back in the game, to be able and willing to fight for each inch. This was something I felt I had lost last year so I am happy to be out there fighting for each gain that god grants me with!
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| Hammerhead in full force! |




